Punishment

I squat down on my haunches in the corner you placed me in. My leash dangles like a lifeless snake between my naked breasts. I have remained motionless for the last two hours, terrified that you would come home and find me out of position, even more terrified that you would not come home at all. I have been contemplating my sins, just as you bade me too. I have tried to ignore the dull ache in my ass as the plug, you placed there so angrily, stretches the tight sphincter. I begin my mantra, deep in my head, Please come home, please come home, I will behave, I will behave. In answer to my prayer there is silence.

More time passes, my legs begin to cramp, but I refuse to move. I will show you I am worthy. The part of me that would have ripped out at your well placed punishment, the part that would have stormed out angrily at your treatment, has long since vanished. All that remains is the creature I am now, aching, longing to please you. It was so difficult to learn that in pleasing you, I was ultimately the top in this relationship. You, of all my lovers finally gave me permission to lose control. How can I ever thank you for showing me that total obedience can yield total freedom... Still my heart chants, Please come home...

Then in answer to my silent beseachment I hear the silvery sunshine of your laugh outside the door. Keys chime and jingle, my breaths quicken because I know the salvation of your presence is mere feet away from me. The door opens and despair takes me. You have brought him into our home. My fellow employee trips into the room as he notices me, squatting like a whipped dog on the floor. His eyes cloud in confusion and he turns to my lover for explanation. Your voice is a carefree as summer holidays as you tell him to ignore me, that I am not worth an explanation.

Tears well up in my eyes, as I realize the extent of your anger. I am no longer cherished. I am nothing. You pull him to you, using his tie as another type of leash. His mouth greedily captures yours, I watch horrified as the plum lipstick I bought for you smears gently on his face. Your hand goes between his legs and squeezes his crotch, he moans out letting me know the pleasure you give him. Clothes are shed, right there in the foyer, pants and bra's, jackets and ties, fall to the floor like the pieces of my heart.

I watch in bizarre fascination as his lips tease your puckered nipples making them long and pink. The pain in my own chest is so fierce I think I may very well die from it. How can you let him touch you? His very presence is like sacrilege, he has no right to these treasures, he has not earned them. Still I say nothing, I will not break this commandment you have given to me.

You take his large hand and lead him to our bedroom, as an after thought you call over your shoulder one word. HEEL. I crawl to you left side, six inches behind you, just like any well trained dog. I can't even look at you any more. My stomach reels at the thought of this colleague of mine in our bed. As the odd trio we make reaches the end of the bed, I am told to sit, stay. Instantly I obey as my eyes catch his face. He is smiling. I know hate. Deep inside my womb I foster hate. That you should punish me is proper, that he gloats, is unbearable. I want to scream, BEAT ME, CHAIN ME, anything but this.

How I long for a simple punishment, leather against my pale flesh, beat me with the paddle, the one I hate because it manages to cover every molecule of my ass with each stroke, beat my flesh until it is a nova of redness...

Still you ignore me, and I finally realize that I am in hell. You spread your legs wide for his swollen cock, and he fills you with deep pig fucking grunt. How can you let him bury himself in you? His cock is profane but you ignore my silent questions as you lose yourself to the FUCKING. That is what this is, simple, powerful, sweat inducing, gut wrenching, mind erasing fucking. He is wild, pounding into your wet cunt, grunting animal, lost in the heaven that is you. All the while your eyes stare at me, telling me that you endure this creature because of me.

The tears I have been fighting fall freely on the floor as our bed shakes with the force he is trying to split you with. His hands grip your hair, pulling your head back as he bites your neck and shoulder in a feeding frenzy. With a ursine squeal he plows deep inside you and then collapses, spent and useless.

Long pale fingers, softly stroke his back, calming him, in a ritual I know so well. You are bringing him down from a place he will never find again. I pity him, but not as much as I despise him. I can not stop the flow of hate that runs through me. He had no right to touch you, talk to you, even think about you. I watch as you push him gently out of the bed, onto his feet in front of me. I can smell the sweetness of your cum on his flacid cock, he glistens from the wetness you have coated him in. I remain motionless, praying you will simply send him home. But my nightmare is not over, as you without emotion tell me to bathe him.

I know better than to pretend that you want me to wash him with soap and water. I battle the demon in my soul who screams REBEL, as I lower my head to his feet. With tiny licks, I wash the sweat off his skin. The coarse hair on his legs is like barbed wire on my recently pierced tongue. I curse myself for this piercing. For if the truth was told, this is the cause of the hell I endure. I had gotten it this afternoon, as a surprise for her birthday. I had never thought that she would look upon this act as a flagrant disregard of ownership. I tried to concentrate on anything but the taste of his skin, his sweat was slightly sour, not fresh and sweat like hers.

I let myself focus on the cold fury she had shown me when I came home this afternoon. As she had torn off my clothes her tight voice had explained in clipped sentences that she was outraged I had damaged her property. As the over sized plug was rammed in my ass I had nearly screamed, then she had banished me to the corner to await further education.

And now this, I knew that everything prior to this moment had merely been the teaser for this. Inch by inch I worked my way, wanting to rush, but taking my time. I knew my mistress watched me like a hawk, I would not give her reason to punish me further. It must have taken me thirty minutes of those painful wet licks to finally reach his cock. I was shocked to see he was no longer flaccid. I wanted to bury my face in his crotch, soak up every scent that was hers, take away every bit of passion she had oozed on his body. I began to work in earnest, I would not stop until he no longer bore her mark. I would not give him that victory.

If I close my eyes and think of nothing but the taste and smell I can almost believe it is her that I am feasting upon. His hard cock bumps into my face, interrupting my imagined paradise. My knee's are sore, my tongue throbs, and the hard latex in my ass is beginning to feel as if it will split me in two. My cunt calls for release, through the whole tortuous experience, I pray for some thing to break. I recoil slightly as I watch her fingers wrap themselves around his near purple cock. With an evil tempo, she slides her hand up and down the length of his cock, using my saliva as lube so is jerking him off with a vengeance.

I am frozen there, unable or unwilling to move. And still her eyes never leave mine. He reaches out and grabs my shoulders pulling me closer as he spews hot sticky streamers of cum all over my face, hitting my lips, eyes, coating me with his passion. I am broken, done. There is nothing left of me except this sad semen covered animal.

I watch her passion flushed lips move closer to his ear, moving, whispering lover’s poetry to him. His eyes narrow, and a small smirk appears on his mouth. The fingers holding onto my shoulders tighten, becoming inescapable talons. I am bewildered, not even beginning to understand what is happening.

Suddenly I am slapped by the hot torrent of his piss. I try to pull away but his hands dig cruelly into my flesh. The stench of his urine races up to my nostrils, the heat of it makes my skin flush. I thrash violently, fighting him, hating him! Hot fluid runs down my breasts, clinging in drops off of my hard nipples. Rivulets of yellow water course down the slope of my stomach, over my thighs, He paints my with his urine. I start screaming as I realize that his piss is the exact same temperature as the tears coursing down my cheeks. Finally, when his bladder empty, he pushes me away from him with a look of disgust and triumph on his face.

Gently fingers lift my chin up and I meet her eyes. She reaches for me, lifting me to my feet. Now it is her turn to clean up the aftermath of passion. Her mouth sucks on my chin, the tip of her tongue traces the contour of my lower lip. Warm fingers, coax and soothe brutalized nerves. She spins me deftly and removes the hated butt plug, breaking our silence with it slurping exit. As she lowers her mouth to my pebbled nipples she suddenly remembers the intruder. With her usual abruptness she dismisses him, letting him understand that his role here is done.

She guides me to our bed and ensconces me in pillows and blankets. With the patience of Job she feeds me ice chips to ease the swelling bruised muscle of my tongue. As I drift off to sleep I feel her fingers slip between my silky wet pussy lips, fingering my swollen clit, claiming it as her own. As her fingers stroke and flick at my hooded treasure I can finally rest , for I know I am truly cherished.

Punishment

By as always

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